Obsession over reinventing myself?

I suffer from depression. When I have really bad spouts I have the urge to reinvent myself. For example, in the last 3 weeks I've restored my iPhone 3 times, I feel the urge to strip down and completely strip down my bedroom and decorate it (which I actually did a year ago)
I feel the urge too change my fashion style
I feel that anything I have had in my life for needs to be change or to be gone because I feel these items or rooms give me bad memories

I feel like this every 2-3 months. Is this a normal way of thinking?

If I did to that to my bedroom,(or garage or my mother's house) I'd find a lot of lost items I'm sure.

But yes I've get depressed easily also.

My gift to you below

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