Why is it killing girls(figuretivaly) speaking, that I won't go out with them?

I'm straight and in my early thirties. Been told that I'm cute and workout everyday and have the running speed of a ten year old. All my life though I have been shunned and laughed at by women. Family did nothing for my self esteem as they demoralized me and told me I was ugly ect. My mind is twisted. Now I just don't feel the need to go out with anyone. In my twenties I was searching but never even came close. Now I figure life is only all about me. I do want to go out with them but I don't at the same time. Kinda wonder what kissing a girl is like but at the same time am indifferent. Most are shocked to hear I'm a Virgin. The only girls I really need and have always had were the ones I have on my iPhone who I can look at at any time when life becomes stressful. I'm accustomed to that and am aware I'm only getting older.

Don't flatter yourself.

You

I can't imagine why anyone would feel that way; certainly you don't seem like someone I'd care to be around.

I don't know I don't really understand I think it needs to be more clear. Don't let your age hold you back though, you cna still settle down, get married, no worries.

"The running speed of a ten year old".

Are ten year old's renowned for their incredible speed?

They want what they can't have

if they desire it and can't have it, you are gonna win mate.

I really hate you.

Your name is gym?

Huh.

you need the personal ads.

& psychotherapy

I really hate you.

I don't see why girls aren't going out with you.