I cracked my iPhone 4S screen? - 1

Today my family was about to leave to go visit some friends. When we were about to walk out of the house to the car, my mom had a cake in her hand and she asked me to open the door for her. I had my ipad in my one hand with my new iphone on top of the ipad. When I was about to open the door I tilted the ipad to the one side without knowing and the iphone slipped off and fell on the floor. It's screen and camera lens cracked but luckily the phone still works. I got the iPhone 4S only two weeks ago from a second hand store for a good price but it took me months to convince my dad to buy it (I had to pay all the money I had for it but my dad paid the rest). I looked so good after it till now that it broke! My parents aren't mad at me and they know it was an accident but I HATE myself for doing this and I feel like stabbing myself or something. I see that it's going to be almost 200$ (2000 Rand in South Africa where I live) to fix it and that is a third of the price that we paid for the phone!

I don't understand why this should have happened and I feel like I don't deserve for my dad to pay for it to get fixed because I'm just stupid.

Should I get it fixed or should I just leave it cracked and live with it my whole life because that's what I feel that should actually happen because I don't want my dad to pay again and I don't have money

Can you locate a phone shop that specializes in repair? It can cost $10 to $60 to replace the front and the back of the iPhone (depending on the store's prices and if you wanted to use a used backing or used front glass).

It is not a big deal, however.

There should be cheep replacement parts online and tutorials to fix it your self good luck and as a fellow iPhone user i have the same fears as you do