I feel like people know everything i do?

Ok this is going to be really weird. But i think that everyone is hiding something from me. Like they can see everything i do and it's normal for them. It's not like they're seeing into some random chicks private life but, it's like just a normal thing for them? Like i don't know i sorta have a crush on this dude and i feel like he can see everything i do. But it's not really him… It's like a different version of him and not the one i know. Ugh it's super hard to explain. Like i feel like he knows all the **** i do when i'm alone but he would NEVER hint at it in real life so i'm not too cautious of what i do. A lot of the time i talk to myself. But it's not for ME. It's for the "people" watching me. Like i'll accidentally do something dumb and i'll say "wow I'm really stupid" out loud. And i look in the mirror and i look like **** i'll say sarcastically "I LOOK GREAT!" but i know it's not just me talking to myself and it's really much more than that. I think you get the jist of it… But this isn't just a random thing… It's sort of built itself up over time. Like i was crying over this dude one time and i checked my phone after and OF COURSE he had sent me a text. Things like this has happened a lot. Ugh its just so weirrrd. I know this is STUPID but it just won't go away! I believe in it wholeheartedly and i have no idea what's wrong with me. I even have my iphone's camera covered with tape because i feel like someone has tapped into my phone and can see everything i do.

Hary truman show… We see everything…

People worry mostly about themselves.