I hate my life. What should I do?

I hate my life. I have no freedom. I have no friends. I have no phone, no iPod, no laptop. I have nothing. I wake up everyday and sit down and play a game on my ps3. That's it. There my life. Sitting down on a sofa playing a game or watching tv. I can't go outside with my friends. I feel so much like a outcast. I don't even own a phone. It's so embrassing my bestfriend pulls out a iPhone 4s and he looks a his Facebook feed while I'm just standing there like retard and everybody In the classroom is texting there on there smartphones and I just stand there with nothing. I just wait there until he's done and that's it. I'm 14 and I can't even go outside with my friends even though they ask me to go with them everyday. I'm just going to die alone. I don't even have a girlfriend. I mean if I have a Girlfriend i'm good I don't need to worry about anything regarding my sex Appel. I have nothing at all. I mean nothing. I don't even have tv in my room. I *** have nothing. If I ask for anything I get shut down. Everytime I ask my dad he puts on a Face and just makes me feel bad and he switchs the topic. I helped my dad out with something super secret and he promised me he was gonna buy me one that was a month and a half ago. I can't even do research my work for school. I barley ever get any money. It's a *** problem if I ask for five dollars. I just can't take this anymore. I just don't wanna live anymore. I'm typing this on my dads 2nd generation iPod that I have to put into the car everytime he has to drive anywhere. I have nothing. I sleep on a nice bed with the worst pillows and sheets ever. My house that live in is a mess cloths, toys and stuff is everywhere. My mom doesn't cook for anybody we always have to go out to eat. My dad is *** cheap. I can't even have $20 dollars to go fix something. I just hate my life. My sister annoys me all the time. I have a very short temper. Last week i graduate and parent didn't care even care they just said I had bad grades.

Sounds like me if I look at everything that bad happened, I could say that I hate my life too! I'm very different, and I have a problem with getting my words out, and I'm fat, and i'm terrible at sports, don't have a girlfriend, and.ect I bet their is other people just like this that you could be helping, could be befriending!

Kay, to me, you are acting so young. Like seriously. People don't even have shelter or proper food but they are still trying to have fun. While you. You CHOOSE to just play games inside all day. If you can't get outside, probably if you're not allowed, you should try and do something creative at home. The people who just play around on their technology all day, are the ones with no life. Having no electronics, if actually what I call life. That way, we can have a look at the real world and really think. Of our future, and ourselves now. So stop complaining and make a change! That's exactly what my mum had in the past, but instead she had like nothing! Not even a good home. She studied and tried this hard to have a great future. And look what happened. Her child is filled with happiness (me) we have a nice home, food to eat, and a better country to live in.

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Go do some volunteer work to meet new people stop complaining like a dumb baby, I have a friend whose 26 years old and she is very wicket and insecure of her self. She steals peoples friends, failed at lying to go to boston how dumb is she very dumb like you. Please don't be like her, and go do some volunteer work it would help you increase your self esteem. Go do a volunteer work that you like think of it as a good preference for a resume. 26year old lies about having 3jobs, lies about living in millbae, how is anyone going to believe her if she sitll got time on Facebook, renting is what 1, 000. 3jobs she is earning 3thousand dollars a month, plus school and lunch how else would she still have time to walk around school it doesn't suit the story. Hurry up and do some volunteer work before your near her age and doing volunteer work at the last minute really.