I still love my first crush?

I'm a 17 year old guy. So back in the 6th grade (currently in 11th) I met this amazing and cute girl. We were kinda friends but not much else. She became my first love and I was real shy so I got my friend to say stuff to her or find out stuff for me haha. Anyway I kinda got rejected. I moved on but I guess deep down I really still loved her. Two years forward in the 8th grade, I saw her around but I got this "get the F outta here" vibe from her so I still kinda moved on. Then we both graduated and are now in different high schools. Our schools aren't too far away from each other though.

Last year around October 2012 I saw this girl at a restaurant about a block away from my school where most kids go to. She was with two of my other friends, a guy and a girl (lets call the guy A, the girl B, and the girl I like C).So I go on, saw them, and went over and said hey to A and B but didn't really make contact with C. She looked even more beautiful than she used to too so it was real hard to not look at her lol. I think C noticed that I was a bit nervous cause she was around and after I said hey and all that to A and B, C says "what, you don't remember me?!" and gives me this really sexy ish smile. I smiled back and said "nah, I do. _____(enter name here)" and smiled back. Then we were just talking about the iphone 5 that was coming out soon and I was mainly talking to A and B but C was like really focusing on me and looking right at me. It felt really good to see her again but it didn't go anywhere relationship wise. After that, I kinda started missing her again and got really sad like I used to be over her. Even now, a year later, my friend mentioned her in some conversation and she made me realize how I really miss C and wished I could've had her.

So the problem is that I don't have any of C's info. I don't use Facebook or any other social medias (i don't know why but I kind of lack confidence. It's complicated and i'd rather not go into that, but it really holds me back from being social like that). I stick to texting and I'm fine with that, its not like I have no friends, cause I do have many. But anyway, yeah I don't have any way of talking to her and I don't want to have to wait to run into her again, what do I do? What would you do?

Even when you grow up, you'll still always remember your first crush. It's so funny that you bring this up because my first crush recently uploaded pictures of himself to Facebook. When we were young, he was a super cute jock. Now he's overweight and bald, and he looks about 20 years older than me. Hehehe

If she's friends with friends of yours why don't you ask them to help you so you can meet up with her, or if they can get her number and give it to you. And your first love you might loose feelings for her… But you will still feel like you have feelings for her after moving on because after all she was your first love, you will always remember her as your first love