Just need to vent.please no hate?

So my cousin and i got into a fight MONTHS ago and i have apologized everyday for 7 months straight. She has still not forgiven me. Today is her 13th birthday and she recently became a cheerleader for her school. That was legit her dream and i'm happy for her and all but she has become kind of a brat since starting cheer which is what i was afraid of. I tried to snapchat her happy birthday but she blocked me on there as well as instagram. She doesn't go on facebook and never answers my texts. She has shut me out of her life completely. She also just got an iphone and is getting a kitten for her birthday.her dad recently found a job after being unemployed for a year and thats great. I have been asking for a pet FOREVER but my mom won't let me get one. I originally asked for a puppy but i've since downgraded my request to a hamster or gerbil. No one is allergic! I'm 17 and i just got a phone last year. My cousin gets everything when she is a brat and i try and be the nicest and unselfish person i can and i don't have anything.

i hate my job and i have literally applied EVERYWHERE in my town but no one has called me back or asked for an interview.

i just wanted to vent. Don't spout any $h! T about me being greedy because that is not what i need right now.

Added (1). Any suggestions as what to do?

You are not greedy. I mean you have apologized over and over. Just let it go she'll come around sometime and if not its ok. You just worry about you.