My life keeps getting worse I feel sucidial?

I just turned 21 I can't find a job I've had four interviews and no one has hired me these are all minimum wage jobs I can't catch a break I feel frustrated and everyone has lied to me the managers will give me interviews and then say were not hiring when they're giving more interviews and it's the Holiday Season coming up. If I don't find a job I have to work with my Mom at her school with kids and it's only two hours and I only get paid $400 a month which I can't live off. I also don't work weekends which I want to since I don't have a life I want to work Holidays and weekends I don't want to be at home. I also don't want to work with my Mom and kids. I don't have a cellphone and I have to save up for that and pay car payments and pay other stuff and $400 a month is not going to cut it. I'm going to apply five more places this weekend. I also don't have friends which is good right now because they would probably say how much of a loser I'm for not having a job. I've never had a girlfriend and my family and everyone puts me down for that but how am I supposed to take out a girl with no money and I can't even text or call her with no cell phone which I been wanting for a long time but could never afford I really want a iphone which is what I'm saving up for the next one. Also my younger cousins who are still in high school have jobs and make the amount which I could live off. I don't know what to do I'm being forced to work a job I don't want to and my life keeps getting worse and I hate myself and I feel worthless.

I've been there and actually I'm there again.So, here are the magic words that push me to another day.
"There's always a sun after the rain" Hope this helps.

You just have to keep trying. If you're really struggling, maybe you will need to volunteer first, just get some work experience on your CV that says you're good with public speaking and that you've dealt with the public before. That is really important, once managers see that, they will see that they won't have to train you up from the ground up.

Trust me, you just have to keep trying, big shops, small shops, corner shops. Just go crazy lol You'll find a place.

Keep your head up and keep looking! I suggest taking the job w/ your mom until you find something better or to supplement that income. $400 is better than $0. I'm having a hard time finding a job too. I have an AS in Criminal Justice, 7 years financial industry experience, 10 years managerial experience, and can't find a job to pay the bills. I've been at such emotional low-points, but I know I have to press on. You do too! It will turn around soon enough.

Heres a 2 minute video of a guy who has the same problems in life and how he found his answer… Http://m.youtube.com/watc…