Why can't I have a perfect family?

Today Christmas eve and my iPhone has no service for unknown reason which drove me angry and my sister was so annoying that yesterday she think I know multiplication which I had not learn yet. Call me dumb for no reason. Man I wish god could allow us to kill so we can don't have to be annoyed anymore. Also my brother always show me beheading videos which gross me out. Which he try to drove me mad and threaten me to send me to the cartels. My mom was so angry for no reason which I try to tell her that my sister is bothering. Man I wish I have no siblings with me than I would have been happy. No stress no madness just a normal life. It makes me want to kill my self. Why can't i have a normal life and a normal family like one time my mom and dad argue once and I told them to stop but they yelled at me.

Cause there's no such thing as a perfect family

Be caused there's no such thing as a perfect family be thankful you have a family be happy you don't have to be all alone

There's no such thing as perfect family, no matter how small or how big conflicts occur between family members.

if you observe your family you can stay away from conflicts maybe not always but you can avoid.

don't spend too much time at home

Remember your family is supporting you for all it needs

Never separate from them maybe stay away but don't separate

as for your brother u show him something he finds gross

some small problems take care of, others avoid

Anyhow you will be with your family till you are 18 after that you will be at some college then maybe with a boyfriend or at your own workplace, then probably with your husband

try to look at their positive sides