Why do bad things always happen to me?

I feel like bad things always happen to me i had two phones and my mom smashed them both all my friends have pretty iPhone 6s and i have my iPod that fell and cracked recently i feel so left out and my mom pressues me about my grades all the time like if i get a C she thinks i'm lazy and when i had a phone she takes it away and she always yells at me about stuff everyone around me seems happy but me i wish i wasn't alive and i wish i was dead because that would be best for me nothing good ever happens in life for me always bad things and i try not to think that way but it still happens and i pray to god about it and he never really helps me at all i just can't stand my life

Lol are you 4 real quit being over dramatic your crying cus everybody else has better phone / stuff then you grow up africans wish they had food and you don't need 2 phones unless your moving dope in witch case buy a new phone quit complaining if your were in the hood you wouldnt even havee an ipod cus ****** would rob you for your **** everyday