Why do people think that social security conducts surveillance on you when your case is in the appeals process?

So my disability case is in the appeals process court after the hearing judge denied my case. I hate that judge as he denied something that I'm eligible for as I have a mental illness and disability that hinders me from functioning normally. I was at the t mobile store today and I wanted to get an iPhone X but my family doesn't want to get it for me as they require a $400 down payment. I got mad so I started screaming and yelling. My iPhone 8 is messing up and I need a new phone and I can't get one. My friend andy says what I did is threw a temper tandrum. He says social security is currently spying on me full time as my case in the appeals court and says I ruined it by doing that. He says what I did is make me look bad as he claims that the social security spies were probably in the store and recorded me doing that. He also says they follow me on my elevator filming trips too. I don't believe that social security has the man power and money to spy on me on my every moves like that. I don't believe it as there's no evidence that they do this to people who are applying. I have a legit illness and I still can't get it. I wished a democrat were president as it would be easier for me. If I were to receive disability I would use the money to buy a new phone. Why do people think that social security spies on you when your appealing the judge's decision? How come people don't understand that I need a new phone? Where is the evidence that they do this?

They can do it at any point and I previously posted links to cases where they did spy on people

You think and behave like a child, and so you get treated like one. People are trying to get you to shape up and act your age by pretending that Social Security is watching. A bit like "wait til your dad gets home" It's a threat being used to stop you throwing public tantrums like a 2 year old.

We don't always get what we want. Particularly if we expect someone else to foot the bill. Get over your old phone, or get a job and earn the money for a new one. If you can't work because you're sick, then I'm sorry for you, but that doesn't mean you can throw public screaming fits to get your own way. Grow up.