I did Something really bad! What do I do now?

I'm 15 years old. Last christmas I did some thing terrible. The was the worst and most evil thing I ever have done. On christmas my whole family went to my grandparents house to celebrate christmas together. All of my aunts, uncles, and cousins were there. Then i took my iphone into the bathroom. I started a video and hid the camera in the bathroom. I was secretly filming people using the washroom. When my brother went into the bathroom he found the camera. He deleted the video and put my phone on the bathroom counter. For the rest of that week he kept calling me a pervert and disgusting. And at the time I agreed with him. I hated myself for what I did, and I still do. I haven't gone a day since then when I haven't thought about what I did and how bad it was. My brother will still occasionally bring it up and call me disgusting and other names I know I deserve it but i want him to forgive me. How can I get him to forgive me and how can i forgive my self?

Say your sorry but don't do that again

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Well for sure what you did was bad but you are a human and humans make mistakes, and you are 15 right? We make crazy things in that age. The good aspect of the issue is that you recognize that what you did was bad and you won't make the same mistake again, your brother should understand that too.

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