My dad called me the n word. He apologized and said he loves me?

My parents are married. My dad has been trying to buy me a laptop. He bought me Lenovo and I said I wanted the Apple laptop. I love Apple and I have an iPad as well as iPhone. He said I didn't need another Apple product. I told him I didn't want it and to take it back. He said I'm being ungrateful. I said I don't care take it back I don't want that s-word you never listen. He then called me an ungrateful little n-word. He immediately apologized. I told my mom but she doesn't believe me. My dad called me an hour ago but I hate him and he's racist. He never called me that before. I'm crying as I write that but why did my dad call me that? I don't want to talk to him, I'm so hurt. I'm an 18 year old freshman in college and I really needed that laptop. I feel bad for making my dad angry.

I thought I was his little girl but he really hurt my feelings. Why does he want to make up for it now?

Yep. I totally believed this. Now, is there a question?

Apple is no friend of the American working man.

RKO him. Its for the best.

Apple is over priced and inferior to their competitors. Windows computers have better hardware by miles for the price range, and if you take an Apple computer to one of their stores for repairs they lie to you and make you spend way more than you have to, and even tell you to buy a new computer for what would require a quick easy fix, because they know Apple fans are extremely loyal for some unholy reason and will buy another Apple computer. Android phones are always a couple years ahead of whatever Apple produces in terms of tech and are also hundreds of dollars cheaper. I don't know anything about tablets.

He bought you a better computer than what you would have wanted.

The phones are only over priced by about 30-40% of what their competitors charge for the hardware; but their computers are garbage, over priced by 2x - 2.5x what they are worth in hardware compared to Windows machines.

Sure he called you the n-word you sound more like you are a very spoiled little girl because you are not happy what daddy gets you to go get a hobby you need it spoiled a little girl

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