I was taken from my biological family when I was 8. I was adopted by my step-uncle and aunt. My adopted parents divorced 2 years later and I stayed with my step-uncle whom I call dad now. My aunt hates me which causes some of my family to not like me. My step-uncles side doesn't consider me family. I always wanted a big family Christmas where I got loads of presents but I haven't ever had one. I'm lucky if I get 2. My bestfriend is super spoiled and last year got a laptop, ipod, and a new iphone. I got $50 (from my dad/uncle and I adore and love him for not giving up in me)and lipgloss. My boyfriend invited me last year to his house for Christmas and this year too. I felt awkward because he got a ton of presents and his family adored him. He has the Christmas that I've always wanted and I can't help but feel sad that I won't have that. How can I get out of my funk? I know it sounds selfish but I want family that loves me and shows it too. How do I get over it? I'm 17 by the way.