Where can I find help for anxiety/depression?

I'm 29, male, isolate my self from society. I don't have much friends. I have no family, completely alone, I live alone and deal with heavy stress, I get pale, very very sick, dizzy enough to make me nauseous and makes me mumble when I speak, I get bad anxiety, heart races and it's loud, I get sweaty palms, I can't afford to food shopping and I don't eat healthy, I'm depressed but try so hard to get up and do my best, I don't cry like a baby, I do what I need to but it's hard for me to work at a normal job with the way I feel and look, my boss told me I look like ****! People always ask me if I'm ok, apparently I look sick or nauseous. It's hard being alone every day, I haven't got a hug or touched in many years… I don't want to die… I'm afraid… What do I do? Where do I go? I haven't paid my rent in 2 months and I have no job. I don't have a penny to take a bus to look for a job and my phone will be cut off soon. I'm using my iPhone to ask this question and I'm in hopes I'll get an answer before my phone gets cut. I've been to the doctor but he literally made me feel so stupid and gave my pills he pulled out the cabinet and said read the instructions. What do I do? How do I be normal?

Take up jogging, set goals, it gets you out of the house and is a good habit it get into. Its hard to say your boss made a comment about you then say you have no job, never quite of heard of having a boss without a job.

Jesus will help you if you take Him seriously. Stop willfully sinning, don't invite demons into your body.