Why is this scorpio acting like nothing happened & he didn't hurt me?

I've been in a relationship with my ex scorpio for 5 years. We briefly broke up last year and both moved on to new relationships. We started speaking again, broke off our relationships and got back together. 3 weeks ago he cheated on me with his previous girlfriend and just disappeared. I wrote him an email asking him for all of my things. We met up, I got my things and just walked away without saying goodbye. So I was sitting on the train on my way home and to my surprise he was standing in front of me just watching me like some creep. I avoided eye contact and got off on my stop. The next day he randomly writes me an email asking if I fixed my iphone. The nerve! We never discussed how he betrayed me and he never apologized. I don't know what to say & my feelings go from anger to hurt and then hate to love. He keeps calling me too. First random things like my cousins # , etc from blocked #s. Now after i no longer answer blocked he calls questioning my whereabouts and wanting sex. Why does he think its ok to have casual conversation with me as if nothing happened? I honestly miss him and love him but I'll never be able to trust him again. At this point, I'm ignoring him although its hard. I just would like some insight on how he may be feeling or what he's thinking. I'm a cancer

He might want to mend fences and is either too shy, too proud or too stupid to apologize first. I don't know him, you know him. Is he the type of person who apologizes? Is he the kind of person who is more interested in a relationship as such or only in sex? Who knows, maybe the next girlfriend threw him out too, and you are the potentially easiest option?
Why don't you just confront you and ask him? Why don't you ask him, what do you want from me? I feel I can never trust you and it is probably easier on me if you stay out of my life? What's your take?

It's only hard to ignore and get over him, because he's forcing himself into your life continuously. For all you know he could have followed you on the train that day. It's not uncommon for a Scorpio to stalk an ex. Most likely what caused him to cheat, he got mad at you for some reason. He felt like you did him wrong. That is why he has a casual attitude towards calling you etc. It's because he sees you as doing something wrong, he taught you a lesson and distanced himself to hurt you more, now he has had all he can take and he's coming back around to give you another chance. But he's not going to treat you with any respect, at least no more than his f doll, because he's still a little upset, because Scorpio is a FIXED sign, and they do hold grudges. Maybe he was looking at you like a creep, because he decided he didn't cause enough pain. Maybe he wants to use you further, to put salt in the wound. It really is not uncommon. Since you are a Cancer he is likely drawn to you since it's a 5-9 Sun Sign combo, and you to him, especially when he is near. That's why it feels so strong, but really it could feel just as blissful with a Pisces. You should really consider moving on and finding another man. Change your phone number, and block him from your e-mail/social media. If he's calling you from his cousins/or for your cousins number I couldn't tell… He's probably just doing it to spite you. He wants you to feel like he's close. Freak you out a little bit, or make you think about him more.

If you love him and miss him, you will have to sacrifice a lot for this guy… The first being any kind of trust. You just can't trust someone like this no matter what, it's not going to happen, if it does it's because you are fooling yourself. This is an unhealthy (and manipulative) relationship. Why would you want to pursue an unhealthy relationship?

He keeps calling you because you allow him to do it. You know what steps to take to block him. And if he wants to call from unknown numbers or blocked numbers, there's a way to turn the ringer off/send to voicemail automatically those phone calls in most cell phones. You're just afraid to take the steps, just do it, believe me. It will be hard at first, he may even show up at your house, but don't give in. He's just using you. Calling for sex? Girl have your wits about you! Don't let men treat you like this! There are great guys out there. This guy has serious issues, and you can't change that!