He is hurting me and doesn't even know it?

This is a long story so please bare w/ me. My guy friend and i have talked about sexual things not all the time but sometimes he will start talking about it with me, he started this during the summer and some how i started falling for him, last week we started talking about it and i asked if he would let me kiss him or would he push me away he told me he would probably let me but then again wouldn't wanna ruin our friendship. So the nxt day i texted him at school and told him to meet me after our last class and he said who is this, i told him it was me then he said my bad, but that made me mad so i said "you know what i don't matter anymore i don't care its whatever" then i blocked him on my iphone then a few days later i said srry i over reacted he said "its cool its water under the bridge" but since i said what i said he doesn't seem to wanna talk to me, i asked him if we were still friends and he said yes, but i feel like hes mad, or just annoyed because i said that, please help!

He did you wrong and you apologize to him? Doesn't sound like the basis of a good relationship. Maybe look for someone else.