Is it normal for me to remain how I'm after all these years?

I'm 33 and a virgin. After getting rejected in my youth I just stopped trying. All girls are out of my league lol. Instead, I just worked out and worked and college. Got friends and all but everything else stays the same. So instead of the real thing, not to sound creepy, I just have some girl from playboy, a G rated pic, just kinda have her face on my iPhone. I'm a friendly person but I view crowds of people as non of my business. Especially girls. You're non of my business. I desire but never act. It's my second nature. Irreversible. So I mind my own and keep to my personal space. Usually thinking about video games and old movies.

Truth is, I still like "girls like that", who are young and beautiful. 18-20's. The only time and place I see beautiful women of any age is my health club. Sad really. Where do you think girls like that Hang out at? The gyms are a no no place. Why would I anyway? I'm lifting. It seems wrong to do that. To even say hi to them seems wrong to do.

The mall

You Should Get back Out There but You Shouldn't Just get someone for Their "beauty" but for their Personality. Personality is what makes a person Beautiful In My Opinion and How they Carry Themselves

Well, I'm 32 and have never had a girlfriend yet.

While I always daydream about something finally happening, I'm taking the steps that a person who has "given up" would take.

First of all? I only work 3 days a week. That would not be enough to support a woman and myself, BUT at least I'm the prey of the American consumers less often per week.

I've sought to take some advantage of the situation.

If women don't want me? Ok.

I'm not going to work my *** off and be yelled at by customers all week, if I don't have to.

The admonitions to 'put yourself out there' or 'go out more' are arbitrary if you don't have friends.

If you have friends that is a plus.

I don't.

VERY awkward to go to a bar or club by yourself. Women hate that.

I don't have any friends, so it's hopeless for me.

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