I'm almost 20 and I still feel like I'm 10. Loser much?
I'm almost 20 and the only thing I can put on my resume is "3.5 gpa in high school"
No work experience. No volunteering. No internships. I didn't even join any clubs in high school.
I've applied to jobs that teenagers should be able to get easily. Taco bell. Ross. Toys r us. Target. Best Buy. Home Depot.
I'm pretty smart with computers so I tried geeksquad but I didn't have hope for that anyways.
No one hires me even when I try to get a job.
I'm a freshman in college right now using nothing but student loans. I applied for scholarships and out of the ~20 I applied for, I got one 500 dollar scholarship which covered a text book and a calculator.
I live with my mom. I feel like I'm being a burden on her because she has to take care of her adult son.
I know people my age who paid off their own car and have their own apartment. One guy specifically dropped 900 on a new iphone for his girlfriend just for the sake of being able to afford it.
While I sit here with 20 dollars left of financial aid in my bank.
When does life actually start?
If its impossible to land a summer part time job am I just going to be in the same situation after college (getting a bachelors) trying to get a programming job?