I'm 14 years old and I have major self esteem issues.
To sum it up:
I hate the way I look, I wish I were at least a year older than I actually am (I turn 15 in July, ugh.), I'm just overall disgusting and I'm sitting here bawling because of the stress that I put myself through every single day even over other things. I'm so hard on myself it isn't even funny. I fend for others and don't usually get the same in return. I'm so angry. I want to be prettier. I know that you'll say "You're only 14! Don't rush to grow up." Well, yeah, sure I'll feel horrid when I'm older and wishing I were younger but this is now. This is now. I want bigger breasts now, I want to be prettier now, I want to go to that One Direction concert but no! I guess not. My friend whom is 15 has bigger breasts, an iPhone, gets to go to the concert, she's far more pretty than me (She's Italian). I guess I sound pretty immature and ungrateful but I don't know what to do anymore. Just please, help.
I also started my period about two years ago and began puberty at a very early age. I want to know whether my breasts will grow larger and if so- how soon? That is one of the main reasons I have such low self-esteem.
I forgot to mention, well I thought I did, that I have a 34B bra size and my mother is a D or something I believe. Most women in my family have very, very large breasts so.