Sometimes when I'm angry, I break something, something useless, that I don't really use, and don't really need. It's like just releasing all my answer in one bam! I don't do it often, and I don't always do it when angry, just once in a while, when it really reaches a peak point. On average you could say I break 2-3 things a year.
But today, I today I finally did it this time;
I was waiting to be picked up at Navy Pier, and I'm trying to tell my parents where I'm, and they think I'm somewhere else. We're having a misunderstanding and we're yelling back and forth.
This time, I broke something I actually need… I lost control, I threw my Iphone onto the concrete. It still works, but the screen is cracked all over. I can still see around the cracks, and still use it ok, but anyone can tell this isn't a case of just dropping it.
I can't believe after 16 months of having this Iphone, I just cracked the screen, and with 8 months still left, I'm going to have to try and hide the cracked side from my parents for the next 8 months.
How do I learn to channel my angry I different way. This is the first time I actually broke (or cracked) something important.
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Yeah I can get my phone fix, but here's the thing;
My dad thinks I'm helpless and things I deserve the best. Many times when I try to say "I don't want the best, I just want what I need to get by", he doesn't buy that and pushes me to be better.
I don't want my dad to be like "it's ok Danny, let's get it fixed", especially since I cracked it. I want to prove I can make it just find even with a cracked screen (I didn't crack the screen to prove something, I cracked the screen because I let my anger go beyond my control).It was my stupid mistake, I can deal with it (my cracked phone) for the next eight months, I don't need my parents thinking I'm completely helpless (in phone abilities) because of a cracked screen.