I'm under very severe depression?

Because I never had a girlfriend in my whole life and I'm already 19yrs old, I have never been kissed by any girl, never been hugged, never dated anyone either… The last time I had my meal was 2 days ago, I was 135 lbs last month, now I'm only 98 lbs, I only eat once every three days… I'm in the hospital now with my Iphone.

I'm not ugly because girls and a lot of gays used to have a crush on me before, but when I ask girls out I like they just reject me… The biggest part is that, no girl has even kissed me yet and nearly all guys at my age have had make-out…

Any advise?

Don't compare yourself to anyone. I think you need to focus on your health first and foremost. 98 pounds is not healthy. And I don't want to say it, but that could add to women rejecting you as well. If you focus on yourself and your health and get well again, then you should focus on finding someone else. My brother was the most shyest and introverted person who had no friends and never was kissed at 20. All of a sudden he decided to change. He went out with his friends, met girls, and acted nice to them. It took a while because girls aren't always into nice and quiet guys but now, he's made out with so many girls, dated a girl for 8 months, you would never guess he didn't start in the dating field until 20. What I'm saying is, it doesn't matter what your age is. I'm 20. I have kissed guys but I was never in a relationship or went very far. Buts it's okay. I know I'll meet someone, as you will too. Put yourself out there and be kind and friendly. It's the most important.

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