I don't understand why. A lot of times I feel like I don't want to hear from my ex because it can ruin my days sometimes. And other days I'm happy to hear from him and I miss him. Sometimes I think about how we used to talk to each other so much and watched things together and I get kind of sad because I don't have someone to do that with anymore. He's given me so many nicknames that I love a lot and no one calls me by them. He still calls me by one of them but that's it.
I feel like I really like one of the friends but at the same time I still like my ex a lot. And my ex says he liked two girls and sometimes he thinks about me so I guess that makes it three. I hate that I miss him randomly sometimes. A lot of times I just open up my iPhone notes and just type out whatever I want to say to him but I never send it. I get this feeling like once every two weeks, particularly on Sundays. Is there a way to stop it? We don't even text everyday, just whenever he texts or on the weekend which is just about 2-3 times a week.
I miss him but I don't want to tell him that.cause I think that's exactly how he wants me to feel. Because one of my friends likes me, he questioned a lot and he suddenly brought up some random girl he likes. I think he wants me to miss him and I do but I refuse to tell him. What should I do?