Hi, my brother visited us from the army on July 5th. We had many fun times between that day until the day he left. He brought me to the boardwalk, amusement parks, laser tag and much more! On the last week before he left, my brother, his girlfriend and I went to Atlantic City. We had a great time for 3 days! But when we got back he had to pack. We barely spent any time within his last two days. On his last day we went to a restaraunt 2 hours away. We had a fun night. We came home around midnight and he invite his friends over for a final goodbye. I didn't want to sleep because maybe i would sleep-in and won't be able to say goodbye… As i was falling asleep around 1:30 in the morning i saw the light turn on and my brother walk into the room. (Since his girlfriend was over i had to sleep on the floor in the family room) My brother sat on the couch and started to play a game on his iphone we both had called "clash of clans". We chatted until I fell asleep. In the middle of the night I woke up and looked on the couch, and i saw my brother. He was kind enough to sleep next to me on his last day. When we woke up my brother got ready to leave our family ate breakfast together and said our final goodbyes. He left. He drove his girlfriend home and drove 10 hours to his base. Ever since, i never had the appetite to eat and even take a shower. I miss when he picked me up from my summer spanish program and ask me how my day was. I missed when he would ask what I wanted to do today. I missed when he was here. How do i make things go back to the things they were? How do i stop crying and get over it. How do i become happy again? How? I don't wanna remember all the good times because it makes it worse! Skype isn't enough because he barely has time for it! The only thing that helps is that i watch videos on youtube that make me laugh (Pewdiepie, UberHaxorNova)! Plus, they don't make that much daily videos! Please help! I need it bad.
My brother is in his mid-20's
I'm 13-14