People think, what can a 16 year old go through? They have a house, they get fed, they're clothed; they have access to iPhones, computers, watch TV, almost contribute nothing to the house. Perfect life right there, right? They'd be right. Not having to worry about any real responsibilities. But I wanna say something:
I don't feel like my mom is a mom to me in the sense that she's there. She does what a mom (needs) to do; but whenever I go to talk to her about something, she doesn't listen. When I confront her about it, she says she's "listening", yet when I ask her again what I said, she says "I don't know" and moves on to another topic. And then whenever I wanna hang out, she tells me I "can't" because the places are too far and then when I offer to go somewhere closer, she just tells me I can't hang out in general. And then when I don't feel like talking to her; she grounds me for "ignoring" her and how disrespectful. I can talk back to her; but I choose to keep my mouth shut.
It's pretty embarrassing that my sisters are total screw-ups. They depend on my parents for money when they never went to college and aren't doing anything with their lives; yet I'm in high school getting good grades and I receive the most pressure at home. Not to mention, I can't get a girlfriend. I'm sorry but I've asked out like over half of my school and nobody likes me. And I even feel rejected from friends. Maybe I'm venting just because I feel like I have to, but the pressure is killing me. And don't tell me religion, I feel God's even not there. I'm just so done and everyday is like this scary nightmare for me; that I just can't get out of.