I've been taking singing lessons for a few years & been singing my whole life or at least since I was about 4 in kindergarden in music class & my whole life I've been bullied my people in school & family cause of school issues & my family & me to my self would always say I suck at singing although music teachers would say that I don't have a bad voice but I have such low confidence in my self & think I can't sing or do anything cause I've been hurt by so many people that now what they say to me is so believe its so easy to believe that bad stuff but I can't help it cause I have no one in my life supporting really
I to go home & record my self over my stupid iPhone recording thing & I think I totally suck & I don't know if it's just me or my phone or would I sound better record In a studio & I have low self esteem & when people want me to sing for them I get so overly shy & scared & the few people that are close to me kinda they say not to listen to anyone says but it actually hurts so much & I cry & feel worthless especially if it your family it hurts even more & I've been hit before even for just wanting to sing & take lessons cause no one believes that I'll get anywhere & then they convince me to believe the same
How can I stop saying that I suck so much & believe all the vocal teachers I've had
Their the only ones that have ever told me that I was good but I can't believe them cause my family says I suck & so do I tell my self that
I know this is bad but anyways this is basically what I sound like sadly
someone suggested that I'd sing this song & showed me Sarah singing it & I just liked it I've only heard this song by Sarah a few times cause I don't know of anyone else that sings this one
Added (1). I know it sounds bad but i tried it.